Saturday, March 26, 2011
I AM AMONGST THE LIVING...
It's been ages since I last blogged.
I started to burn out. Been extremely busy.
My plans for the dinners with Juhi came to a halt when I couldn't get time.
I was in the dumps...
I've been trying to figure out what I want to do with my life.
A lot of us struggle to find our place in society.
Some may never find it.... not to say me.
But one thing is for certain. I will hang on to writing.
No matter how bad things may seem.
Whether I'm talented enough for the job...
I'll just keep writing.
I know many people don't believe that I can do this well...
But eventually... it falls back on me and whether I'm willing to put in some work to hone my craft.
I wish life was a bed of roses... but it seems there are more thorns now.
Anyhow...tomorrow, many more jobs await completion...
Whatever happens... happens.
I'm just going to put in the work.
See what turns out.
If they are cool with it, thank God.
They are not... thank God again...
I know...I know...I dont believe in him...
I gotta concentrate on my life...
I don't want to be 20 and still wander around thinking what is in it for me in life. I dont want to live for all but myself anymore.
I think I have to do something soon.
Maybe I can write that book.
Eventually, I'll get somewhere.
I just hope things are just going to be okay.
And I am hoping for the best...